I never learn.

Why do I keep doing this to myself. last minute studying. It's 4am and paper starts at 8am. Still need to learn bout tissues and cell death. sheesh. At least I'm awake thanks to nescafe.

Mad Mon Moody

This week has been a very moody week for me. or at least I was moody, still am actually. Mainly because exam is next week and I'm no where near completing my revision. Also for some reason, I'm no longer crushing on anyone which is actually a good thing. I think. So for now, my goals are passing my exam and getting a slim stomach so that by next year I can wear a saree without feeling all self-conscious. I'll be dancing some Indian dance for CNY and Ponggal Day. I'm not sure what's POnggal all about or how to spell it. I've never worn a saree in my life so I'm looking forward to it. Here are some pictures to keep me motivated.



Think I'll look as good as Aishwarya Rai in a saree? Hey! A girl can always dream. Ok maybe i should just keep it realistic. Gotta hit the books now. Sigh.

EOB COMING SOON!!!!!!

ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!! My end of block exam is just around the corner. And i got bout 5 weeks worth of studying to cram in 2 weeks!!! I'm just releasing my stress here. Now, I need to get back to Pathology. Remind me again why did I enroll myself in this course.

Kicking Balls.

Phew! I just finished playing street soccer. Our team lost. But it's okay considering that we only started kicking balls last week. It as organized by the faculty. So it was only the nursing and medic students. Throughout this past week, I fell down twice!!. But it didn't hurt that much. Had worse experience. Overall it was fun. I'll try to find some pictures and upload them later.

rollercoaster week

This past week has been quite horrible but fun at times. But most of the time is was not fun. First there was the quiz on Monday which i totally screwed. There goes 5 % of my block exam. But I'll make sure i'll make it up. At least i think i will. No wait. I can't think like that. I will. Then there's this annoying crush and this annoying girl. Why are they so annoying? Generally crushes are annoying when they keep popping up in your thoughts when they are not supposed to. The latter one is cos she's always hanging with my crush. I heard that a couple of others fancy her too. But honestly(with jealousy aside), I don't see why. Gosh. I'm not the only one who thinks so. My house mates agree too. them being my friends got nothing to do with their judgments.
Enough bout that, two nights ago, I was the usher for the convo dinner. I suck at being a usher. Everything was not smooth but it wasn't my fault, but cos of the organizers i supposed. (see how having annoying crushes and even more annoying contenders can make me a cranky whiny self-centred biayth)I pinned the ugly brooch like thingy on the DEAN. dahla ugly some more the pin not sharp enuf. So it took longer than I expected for me to pin it. I mostly spent the rest of the night taking pictures.

First picture of the day, with Melissa.

The trio who met in Angsana United during orientation.
da pimp, Calvin and his hos, Anis. lol she'll kill me if she ever reads this. but she wont.

Btw, Anis calls him da pimp cos he hangs with girls all the time.
Calvin, me, Melissa, Syarul and Khalid.

Alamak, something wrong with the internet so i cant upload more pics. Stewpitt internet connection. Takpe i have to study now. I'm gonna need to. But I haven't write bout the fun stuff this week. Somehow i can't think of any at this moment. Maybe there wasn't any.

being a lazy arse...

Right now I'm just trying to psych myself to study. Tomorrow I have an assessment thing again on embryology and I haven't started at all. Tapi takpe i can do it! Even though I won't get my usual 7 hours of sleep but I will finish studying tonight or early morning. Right...it's bout time I start using my brain. This is only bout the few hundredth time I feel like kicking myself for not studying earlier and promising to myself that I won't do it again. If I'm not going to change my habit I can't survive medicine school....

a month as medical student

I've been in UNIMAS (Universiti Malaysia Sarawak) for one month now. I had orientation for two long weeks but it was actually fun. Got to make a lot of friends. My roommate is Melissa, also from Kuching and Labuan Matriculation College. Two of my house mates are Indian, Vinodhini n Vijaya from Kedah. FYI the medical faculty is called the city campus simply cos we are in Kuching and not in Kota Samarahan like the main campus. So far 83 students have enrolled for medicine and i think about half are from Sarawak and there's more girls than boys.'sobs' Classes are alright so far but as usual Im being a lazy arse and not productive enough. I know that I do not know my basic stuff enough compared to the other students but i just can't seem to lift a finger n start studying. I guess I'm still in holiday mode and it's really hard for me to switch. GOsh, i really need to get moving. anyways here i some pictures.
During the closing night of the faculty based orientation , the theme was masquerade. Introducing my BUDDY, Wendy Vecca. Each junior is assigned to a 2nd year who'll assist us.

With Melissa, Shalene and Shiau Ing in the Karaoke Box at the bowling centre in the main campus

L-R: Shiau Ing, Me and Melissa at the cafe also at the main campus.

with Melissa

With Valerie.

would love to write more but it's noon and i need a shower.