IT'S A SCARY WORLD N IM JUST A GIRL

This morning I received a text message from my sister to wait at the bus stop near my faculty and she's on the way. So I hurried down and on the way nearing the bus stop, i saw my 4th year buddy, Atkin who was on his way to cut his hair. I wanted to ask him to wait with me at the bus stop because i didnt want to wait alone. However, i decided not to in the end. So i waited. The traffic light changed from green to red n back again. 5 minutes passed and soon it was i dunno maybe 20 minutes. but it seemed longer. Then, a car with army men(since they were dressed in the soldier outfits) passsed and make annoying sounds. cis so memalukan the nama tentera only. I felt like giving them the finger but it's not the smartest thing to do, is it especially when you're alone. Few minutes later, a motorcycle stopped infront of me out of nowhere. i really didnt see him coming. The rider was wearing aviator shades with the silver reflective sort of lens. (i wonder whether it was Ray Ban). prolly not though. he was a middle-aged man n he was holding out a folded piece of paper. it was really tiny. and started talking to me. like i know. i started freaking out. he mumbled something about nak berkenalan (puh-lease) saje and in that paper was his phone number. he asked me who i was waiting for and i dunno why i even answered him saying i was waiting for my kakak. then i panicked and stood up and walked behind the bus stop though i dunno whether 1 meter away would make much difference. and he started pleading and i said "saya rasa kamu patut beredar sekarang. i dont talk to strangers". i was hoping that by conversing in english he would somehow leave me alone for some reason. Thank God he gave up and left after that. it finally occur to me now that i should have seen his plate number but it never crossed my mind then. Not even 5 seconds later my sister finally arrived. and i was like PHEW! I wont wait at bus stop alone anymore if i can avoid it.

Worst week ever.

I'm in 2nd year of medical school after passing my end of year exam. Just stepped into 2nd year for one week and it's the worst week ever. First they changed my PBL group which is not too bad compared to the next thing that im going to say. On Tuesday, someone stole my bag. I placed my bag in the appropriate place before entering the library along with like 3 dozen other bags there. When i went out of the library to get it, it wasn't there anymore. My WHOLE entire bag was missing along with my wallet and stuff. I almost couldn't believe my luck. Therefore i Lost my IC again and this time was charged Rm110. i could buy a dress with that money. So as you can imagine i wasn't in the mood of studying at all. We are starting of the year with Nervous system and we did the introduction topics and PBL was about Down Syndrome. I'm pretty worried about this year cos I heard it's tougher and if you fail any of the blocks you have to sit for a supplementary test unlike 1st year which just concerns your average. And by the way things are going and if it continues to go on this way, I might have a high likelihood to not do so well. hopefully next week is a better week.

Desperation.

My finals is next week on Monday till Wednesday. this exam is really important because if i fail I'd have to repeat the entire year. I'm nowhere near in completing my revision and definitely can't, not within this short amount of time. Gosh. I was feeling really stressed out just now and felt like it's not such a bad thing if i do repeat. Yup i felt like giving up. but I'm feeling a whole load better and there's still hope. Hope that what i study will come out. It's all bout exam strategies now. I hope it works out for me. Dear readers, please pray along with me that I may pass this exam and remain sane. Amen!

Disorder

I'm having exams this week. Monday stupid TMX paper followed by the real exams on endocrine on Wednesday till Friday and finally First Aid on the following MOnday. Im starting to get stressed out because im not stress about it. I'm too relaxed. I have no drive to study. HOW? Hmm... like Melissa says I have to force myself. Okay I'm going to study again. I'm still stuck at Thyroid Gland. Still got the pancreas, adrenal n parathyroid gland to cover. I always get lazy or distracted right before the exams. Wth. I KNOW!! i just found something to make me study now. My beloved sister is coming back from KL on Thursday night for a week. Therefore, I don't wanna burn the midnight oil when she's around. Must do now. Toodles.

Teachers always say that they are no dumb questions...

but i proved them wrong. Today we had a visit to rescue 999 Jabatan Pertahanan Awam as part of our first aid class. They showed us this really cool truck with all the rescue equipments. n i pointed to a thing with two taps. I was wondering why a cool truck with car-chopping equipments would have taps also. So i asked one of the volunteers personally( thank God for that) what's that for? And he answered, "Dik, tu utk cuci tangan la". What's that? Yeah i thought i saw a blond streak in the mirror this morning and i too wonder how i got into medical school and still surviving. nyawa2 ikan but still alive. hee..

you know it's gonna be the time of the month when...

1. you can't stop eating.
2. you get irritable easily by the smallest things.
3. your oil glands decide to oversecrete
4. your attention span gets even less than the usual 5 seconds.
   
5. you feel sleepy all the time and bedtime feels like 8pm.
6. it's either that or you can't sleep at all.
7. you feel sad, happy and angry all within one minute.
8. you just feel like isolating yourself from the rest of the world.
9. you can't stop eating.
10. your weighing scale says you've put on a couple of killos @#$@!%$# but you swear it's just broken.
11. your lower limbs feel like you have joined a marathon which lasted for 3 days.
12. you can't stop whining, shouting. grumbling.
13. you can't function.
14. Did i mention can't stop eating and pants getting tighter
    

these are the reasons why i really think that it should be holidays on pms-ing days and girls should be excused form quizzes, exam, work for at least one week every month.

Bones, Muscles and Joints

I've been meaning to blog about this a long time ago after finishing my fourth block but now it's already the 4th week of the fifth block. But oh well, the fourth block was called musculoskeletal block where we learnt about the bones.

Introducing Mr. Skeleton. What's your secret to your slim figure? hehe
whoops. caught on camera.

We also learn bout muscles. If i were to strip off my layer of skin, this is how i would look like.


Well sort of la. We also celebrated Chinese New Year in our faculty.

With Melissa the AJK hadiah
With the girls

With Terence, the Mr Ox.

Melissa and I also danced for Ponggal Night in main campus. But I'll keep that story for another day because i need to seriously study since i didn't study the entire weekend!! I've been such a lazy fat arse this block. I really need to be rajin again.

Hopefully this picture will inspire me to be more hardworking. hehe ^^